Interested in the theme of ‘Women and Autism’ and my desire to collaborate with autistic
artists, I set out a proposal to New Jersey-based arts organisation Arts Unbound. I wanted to run a collaborative arts project that would involve group
discussions, creative exploration and practical participation with each artist being
asked to work with, and respond to the other artists’ approach, ideologies and
physical work. The overall aim was to test the limits of collaborative working
amongst those with autism, and to cross-pollinate the various layers of each
individual’s creative visions and working methods - with the results to then be
exhibited in a collaborative group exhibition. Exciting stuff!
Why ‘Women and Autism’
as the theme? Well, historically it was thought that women were less likely
to be autistic than men, however recent research has highlighted the challenges
in identifying autism in women. It is now recognised from research, clinical
practice and anecdotal reports that many autistic females, or those who
demonstrate the less traditionally obvious traits of autism, are simply not
recognised. This can result in misdiagnosis, late diagnosis, or women not being
diagnosed at all. As an autistic woman myself who was diagnosed in adulthood, I
am also interested in the challenges faced by other autistic women and the
perception of autism in women as a whole.
Arts Unbound put up a ‘call-out’ to female artists on the
autistic spectrum, who were diagnosed in adulthood, to take part in the
workshops. Regrettably we could only find one artist happy to partake, but
still decided to go ahead and to run the project as a collaborative
partnership. With hindsight, this actually worked very well! I took away a lot
of learnings from the process and realised that there’s a lot to manage when
running such a workshop. After running these two sessions, I feel a lot more
confident, and have a far better idea of what works well - and conversely less
so.
Maybellene working on a word association task
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Session one: me working away on a task
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Work in progress |
My participant in the project,
Maybelline Gonzalez (@MsMaybellene), is a very talented artist from New York,
who works primarily in collage. Maybelline and I met on two occasions and I
orchestrated discussions around the following questions and topics:
- Do you feel that autism is perceived or recognised as a ‘male’ condition?
- It is often said that the differences autistic women experience is of a subtler presentation, or may appear so to others. How do you feel about this?
- Some autistic women feel that they are masking their autism to try and hide the fact that they feel different. Do you feel you mask your autism?
- As women, we are often told that we don’t ‘look’ or ‘seem’ autistic. Have your experienced this?
- With less ‘obvious’ autistic traits, do you feel you have to prove yourself as being autistic?
- What would we like to tell the world about being autistic and female?
Session two: Maybellene working on a collage piece
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Each discussion was interjected by an arts-based activity
that was collaborative in nature. For instance: a word association task based
on our discussions; a collage summarising a particular feeling we experience;
or abstract mark-marking to depict our difficulties in being autistic.
Collaborative text exercise exploring our own narratives
within the context of ‘Women and Autism’
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Creating a collaborative collage to explore the feeling of overwhelm and the consequent exhaustion we both experience |
The discussions were truly fascinating as I considered
aspects of autism and women that I previously hadn’t thought of before, for example,
by considering the history of who has previously been studying autism; i.e.
men. Maybelline’s experiences also fed into my own; both different yet
completely relatable. The collaboration enabled me to think in different
directions to my own.
An art piece created reflecting on the theme of ‘Women and
Autism’ - first half
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An art piece created reflecting on the theme of ‘Women and Autism’ - completed! |
Overall, the process of collaborating, for me, was
incredible. I felt this really came together in the second session once we’d
started producing work together. At times it was nerve-wracking: to hand
over/let the other person complete/add to your art work. However, once I’d
allowed this to happen and for the trust to form, the outcome was remarkable.
To create a shared vision in collaboration with another person was a very
powerful feeling and something I would certainly like to try again. Going
forwards, I’ll be creating more art works around collage – a medium that
Maybellene uses – and effectively keeping our collaborative efforts going.
Our work forms part of the ‘Coaction’ exhibition which is currently being shown at the Dora
Stein Gallery, Arts Unbound in New Jersey. If you’re in the area, please pop in
and visit! 😊
Arts Unbound in New Jersey |
'Women and Autism' - part of the 'Coaction' group exhibition at the Dora Stein Gallery - Image 1 |
'Women and Autism' - part of the 'Coaction' group exhibition at the Dora Stein Gallery - Image 2 |
'Women and Autism' - part of the 'Coaction' group exhibition at the Dora Stein Gallery - Image 3 |
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